i will forever be dumbfounded by the SHEER SIZES of some prehistoric animals i mean
i still think HORSES are big but
cOULD YOU IMAGINE
Try to talk to your mother about it or whoever in your family you are closest to. Get them alone with you somewhere private and tell them. Tell them how you feel, everything that occurred, how it happened, etc. Just be honest and be strong. This is really serious. You need to talk to them about it so they can help you. I hope everything goes well for you, I’m so sorry you had to go through something so completely horrendous. You are so brave for being strong enough to hang in there this long I just hope it hasn’t caused any mental health problems for you yet. If it has please get help from a therapist, it sounds scary, but it can do wonders if you find a good one. I swear to you, it’ll be okay sweetheart.